Sunday, February 15, 2009

I'm coming...

Hai...
The word that i likes to use as my started... hehehehe...

Baru ada kesempatan nak update blog ne... kekadang ada juga saya fikir nak cancel account blog saya nee, tapi entah masa ne (10.45pm, 15/02/09) tergerak plak hati saya nak lawat2 blog saya nee. lama juga nak cuba2 password tuk blog ne (5 kali percubaan lah), Alhamdulillah dapat juga akhirnya.... kalau sy tak dapat buka blog nee tadi, mean saya akan give up lah tuk berblog lagi...

Malam ne saya rasa boring dan sunyi plak, rasa sepi pun ada.... why???? saya pun tak tahu. em em em entahlah.
Thats why lah saya edit blog nee... nak hilangkan boring lah katakan....

I've no idea now, rasanya tuu je lah madah saya pada kali nee.. i'll update blog nee jika ada kekuatan yang diberi oleh yang kuasa.. apa2 pun i just wanna say tq 4 read this ....???....

Friday, August 15, 2008

the other side of suffering.... me













USMAN


everyone feels pain and was pain. but surely, after suffering satisfication will arrive... even with studying, sports, or other ordeals. with life it's like that for everyone.
just believe at what i say.... like me, i always feels pain when i think about myself on what i done with my future.
it's all about me and my studying at UiTM...

now on, i still study with the same way like what i did before (i still not realize what i did before). that's me... stubborn........ and ............
one more things that come to my life story.... about UiTM crisis now..... i've think about it, because its all involved myself and my dark future. if i going on it, i think that i'll lost my life.
anyone that can help our right on UiTM.. please give your hand.... don't let us like this... help UiTM... it become burden to me and others here. if i can beat the pain and any burden, on other side, a rainbow of happiness awaits us. that will definitely become a treasure.

then let's believe in that.


step by step....
me....usman
when my future seems to disappear, i'll look for the place where i can do the best i can. from now on, i'll try slowly. i won't be impatient, i won't be greedy, i won't give up.....because every one takes things step by step.
no matter how little the matter is, i want to become a useful person to my family and others. the word that always pushed and force me to move is "go usman for your family condition".

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

I should not...
















wh@t i have done???

i m@ke my future become d@rk...
but i re@lly dont w@nt to s@y things such @s "i w@nt to go b@ck to how things were before". i recognize how @m right now @nd i will continue to live on it. Now on, i've to be h@rder. it's @ll @bout my dre@m @nd my f@m@ly....... i shouldn't dwell on the p@st, it's enough to try my best in @ll th@t i @m doing now...
wh@t i hope soon, is i can go futher.